and now i feel hopeless and dissapointed ! i can't feel 'ur' love ! y ? is it my requirements high or 'u' ar not using ur real heart to treat me ? sometimes i feel that, y i wan treat 'u all' so good ? it is i can get back what i get ? and it is 'u all' reall can feel it i treat 'u all' good so that 'u all' will treat me good as i treat 'u all' ! i dunno how to express my feeling, so i write at here ! i didn't mention what and i didn't said that wan to change anything ! i just wan to voice out my feeling ! *sigh ! really need to take a deep breathe !and rest ! i think is myself take something to add on my stress ! i am stupid to =.= just ignore bout this !
and my birthday is cuming ! 19 July ! actually i may be excited ! bt i am not ! y ? i dunno ! hopeless ! i dunno y i so care about it ?! i should put more loves to my family and my boy ! my love can't share to so many ppl, it will makes me tired ! bt actually, i really need and hope many many ppl will care about me and love me ! bt no ! really no ! maybe i m not beautiful, i m not pretty, i m nt cute ! i m not intelligent ! i m not that kind of ppl that can attract ppl to caring about me ! i need LOVE ! very much ? except my boy and my family ! who else can share the love for me ? no one i think ! PPL IS SELFISH ! this is what i learn in this year ! sigh !
let me show u the 1st present i receive in this year !
end for today ! Bye =)
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